My bad

Sorry~
Sorry for my bad~
I didn't mean to ignore what you have gave to me~
It's just that i feel~
I'm not worthy for it~

Why is this bad feeling keep on fading out?!
I've already tolerate for once~
Twice~
Whatever~
I forget how many times~

Why is this happening~
I didn't wish to be like that~

Jesus~
I NEED you~
I LOVE you~
Please lead me out of this~
I NEED your Strength to HELP me~

I'm LOST~
Lost no where~
Someone please dig me out~